The Inbetween Volume 1

by Shadow Gamer

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1.
Hook: I’m just a Box’d Out Cpu, who spends to much time with them UFOs Call out if you can see through, this cess smoke (Cess smoke, cess smoke) Because I can’t see none of you I can’t see nothing at all I can not see my way through Verse 1: And I lean out the window, and I look straight up Heavy conscious fallows separating the heart from love This is what happens when you smoke for 5 months straight alone You lose track of reality, gravity, answer phone Circulates around my system and it’s time to get out Control was never in mind, not then and not now And it uses my mothers voice, and it calls out to me What it has to show, I’m not sure if I’m ready to see But my name is left on repeat As it sits there yeah it just smiles Disguising the sinisters vile But it helps me to fly right on through Hook: I’m just a Box’d Out Cpu, who spends to much time with them UFOs Call out if you can see through, this cess smoke (Cess smoke, cess smoke) Because I can’t see none of you I can’t see nothing at all I can not see my way through Verse 2: Mental image burnt in the back of my retinas A stair, a glare, so evil yeah and venomous For the truth be a gun As evil as the evilest of sons Preaching peace whilst shooting at the ones yeah who choose to run I wanna get so fucked that I hug a tree And then I feel it hug me Why have I got to be lost in the smoke yeah to deal with such anguish Feels like I’ve walked these roads yeah before for they all seem all too familiar as if to say you can’t escape shit Need to stop but loving that which is bad is one hell of a trip But I spend so much time alone up in my spaceship Shooting up high yeah waiting to level off But I do feel that this space man yeah will never stop In the smoke I will be forever lost And that is my decision to make and I make it like a boss Yeah and it might be a trip But low and behold I now smoke to deal with this Hook: I’m just a Box’d Out Cpu, who spends to much time with them UFOs Call out if you can see through, this cess smoke (Cess smoke, cess smoke) Because I can’t see none of you I can’t see nothing at all I can not see my way through Bridge: Box’d out, Box’d out Cpu,u,u,u,u,u {glitch} If you can see through {glitch} With them UFOs {glitch} If you can see through, if you can see through Hook: I’m just a Box’d Out Cpu, who spends to much time with them UFOs Call out if you can see through, this cess smoke (Cess smoke, cess smoke) Because I can’t see none of you I can’t see nothing at all I can not see my way through I’m just a Box’d Out Cpu, who spends to much time with them UFOs Call out if you can see through, this cess smoke (Cess smoke, cess smoke) Because I can’t see none of you I can’t see nothing at all I can not see my way through
2.
Intro: I feel I’ve lost signal, all I can say is, I hope you can hear me Hook: I don’t know what you need All I know are these demons after me I don’t know what you want All I know is I’m going up don’t know what you need All I know are these demons after me Verse 1: I pray to the all knowing Alpha Omega to show the guidance which I do search Teach me the skill that I need to block out the ghosts that fester the pain and the hurt Shine a light down to uncover the demons that reside in the dark Grab my hand and pull me out of this thorn ridden past To heal my mind and memories which leave the mind scared For anything worth doing is always… hard Hook: I don’t know what you need All I know are these demons after me I don’t know what you want All I know is I’m going up Maybe it is all lies Maybe there’s nothing above Verse 2: Give me the strength I need to keep my will strong To keep my doubts at bay and evil be gone To keep me on the path of the righteousness and away from roads of all wrongs Heighten the love that I once knew for the art I create Breath life into me so I may again know faith in fait The way that I once knew Before the voices corrupted my thoughts and made confused Hook: I don’t know what you need All I know are these demons after me I don’t know what you want All I know is I’m going up Maybe it is all lies Maybe there’s nothing above Maybe there’s nothing above Verse 3: With my face now kicked down in the dirt Speak to me and tell me when it’s my turn I tried my best and all I have is learnt Tilting on edge and I am concerned It fills like I’m running out of gas left to burn Will the voices ever quit and stop it Or will they be with me until the day I’m laying in my coffin Shouting, screaming, mocking Because they show no sign of stoppin’ (Breath) Hook: I don’t know what you need All I know are these demons after me I don’t know what you want All I know is I’m going up Maybe it is all lies Maybe there’s nothing above I don’t know what you need (I don’t know what you need) All I know are these demons after me (Are these demons after me) I don’t know what you want (I don’t know what you want) All I know is I’m going up I don’t know what you need All I know are these demons after me
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Damage 04:20
Verse 1: Destroyed me on an unreachable depth, and I won’t give you the satisfaction Your just a pathetic scared old man with no love nor passion And I won’t allow you to get the better of me Your not what you proclaim to be And as I look up at the clouds that bleed This relationship weighs me down heavily And I ask myself do you even remember me Killing me with pure agony As you smiled so happily You all just let me down You hurt me emotionally, and you hurt me deep down You vileness and anger no one could tame you And let me guess it’s my mother talking and it’s her fault why I hate you And a simple phase will clear this up, No it’s you Growing up naturally pissed With a lack of forgiveness Corrupted the start of my life Disowned me for the rest of the time And if to rewind You’d still deny Don’t want me to speak it, well I defy Hook: I don’t know what you see I don’t know why you hate me But you're inside my veins And there’s no getting away You make it hard to breathe For the damage you’ve done to me I let you inside my head now you’ll be there till I’m dead Verse 2: Scan and analyse Target then energise My mind was just something else for you all to vandalise {Lock’d on} Pesticide {Lock’d on} Parasite Laches to your side And eats away yeah your life Sucks you dry Then they move on like a little bitch, fucking disease Dropping you like a tone of bricks, no closure yeah to be seen As if I was something and nothing With no idea of how I am suffering Bruh! Pay backs a bitch huh! The venoms two huh! Hell is where you was sending me All because of my falling apart personality All because of the 8 months, of corrupted insanity And the way you did leave me, I’ll never forget This feels less innocent, and more like revenge Your synthetic guilt weighing upon my soul And I’m with MGK’s, 6 Shot Revolver, ready to click clack and blow Hook: I don’t know what you see I don’t know why you hate me But your inside my veins And there’s no getting away You make it hard to breathe For the damage you’ve done to me I let you inside my head now you’ll be there till I’m dead Bridge: Tell me how this messed up relationship’s right [be there till I’m dead] Why could you not accept me [be there till I’m dead] And for fuck sake, when will you see the light [be there till I’m dead] A legend never dies, never dies [there till I’m dead] Verse 3: This father son relationship is over period You gotta be delirious You campain your innocence Whilst you leave me with bruised saw ligaments Admission fluid spilling out of my wires I'm so fed up of trying, that I’m tired Sit vex’d Crazy mad this shit gets But your the one whom made us ship wrecked My heart is tested in every chapter, and tortured on every page I’m left half dead and floating in space I will not allow my past to make me wrong I will not allow my memories to make me torn Not even the darkest of vortex, will make me fade and be gone because I belong, for I will say what needs to be said Hook: I don’t know what you see I don’t know why you hate me But your inside my veins And there’s no getting away You make it hard to breathe For the damage you’ve done to me I let you inside my head now you’ll be there till I’m dead I don’t know what you see I don’t know why you hate me But your inside my veins And there’s no getting away You make it hard to breathe For the damage you’ve done to me I let you inside my head now you’ll be there till I’m dead Be there till I’m dead Be there till I’m dead Be there till I’m Dead There till I’m Dead
4.
Verse 1: The day that your wings yeah are born And your body leaves us Its a day that God must need, it's best Angel when you're called up Will be a day of pure sadness, you're the one person who loved us And we know that your love wouldn't just stop The day that you're spirit does flies up Hook: I know that you love and you care It's my time to show that I'm here Yes, you might be quite far But I'll be looking at stars I know you are looking down Knowing you're with me right now Never too far from my thoughts If I could, I'd make time halt If possible I'd rewind, just to have some more time When written yes I cried, but know you'll remain in my life When I fear, yeah I hear, your voice in my mind so clear You won't miss out on a thing For you'll always walk beside me Verse 2: This is not just a fact that I read It is a fact that I have seen, with my own two eyes, to believe That's why you're always with me Never be ready to say my goodbyes For you're the one who gave me this life You're the one who gave me two eyes So I can see your love in my sight For when you receive yeah your wings and fly away like a free bird This is when we are left, with a forever lasting hurt Hook: I know that you love and you care It's my time to show that I'm here Yes, you might be quite far But I'll be looking at stars I know you are looking down Knowing you're with me right now Never too far from my thoughts If I could, I'd make time halt If possible I'd rewind, just to have some more time When written yes I cried, but know you remain in my life When I fear, yeah I hear, your voice in my mind so clear You won't miss out on a thing For you'll always walk beside me Verse 3: A fire that shall always burn No matter, many times the world turns For when your guidance we need, we shall call upon you to speak And your voice will appear without fail, A love that never resides in portrayal, For your passion of being a Mother Could over power even the Veil In your company we always felt safe Loving arms never feared to embrace Going beyond duty with such grace Under definition of Mother, there's your face Hook: I know that you love and you care It's my time to show that I'm here Yes, you might be quite far But I'll be looking at stars I know you are looking down Knowing you're with me right now Never too far from my thoughts If I could, I'd make time halt If possible I'd rewind, just to have some more time When written yes I cried, but know you remain in my life When I fear, yeah I hear, your voice in my mind so clear You won't miss out on a thing For you'll always walk beside me Bridge: I know you'll be there To leave, you could not bare Know you'll always care For the love you share Could not rip nor tear That's why we will know That you're always there Hook: I know that you love and you care It's my time to show that I'm here Yes, you might be quite far But I'll be looking at stars I know you are looking down Knowing you're with me right now Never too far from my thoughts If I could, I'd make time halt If possible I'd rewind, just to have some more time When written yes I cried, but know you remain in my life When I fear, yeah I hear, your voice in my mind so clear You won't miss out on a thing For you'll always walk beside me
5.
Lyrics Intro: (Instrumental) Verse 1: I’m running for the light of day So my life can be saved (So my life can be saved) I’m running to save my brain Get A-Way! Hook: (Instrumental) Verse 2: I’m running for the light of day So my life can be saved (So my life can be saved) I’m running to save my brain Get A-Way! Hook: (Instrumental) Bridge: I’m running for the light of day (I’m running for the light of day) I’m running for the light of day So my life can be saved (So my life can be saved) So my life can be saved (So my life, so my life can be saved) I’m running to save my brain (Brain) Get A-Way! Get Get Get Get Get Get A-Way! Ending: (Instrumental)
6.
Life Support 05:23
Intro: La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la........ Verse 1: We stand here, we find ourselves knowing As humanoids together we're growing The sweetest touch upon my brow An angel like voice that brings me back down, down Your face by a flame, I look into your eyes An angel of pure light looks after me For this the truth, you're the meaning of life Hook: I see your light glowing, heart pounding and growing Your light and your aura shows that you are golden The loving, your caring, the passion your sharing Can't get enough of the magic you bring with When I got weight on the chest You're the one I turn to, to confess For when I look into your eyes I loose myself in a moment of time When I got weight on the chest You're the one I turn to, to confess For when I look into your eyes I see my whole world thats divine Verse 2: It's you and me against the world It's you and me up against all odds It's you and me against it all It's always been you and me You're my life, my world baby And I don't want that to change Our codes entwined, shall never unbind from each other Hook: I see your light glowing, heart pounding and growing Your light and your aura shows that you are golden The loving, your caring, the passion your sharing Can't get enough of the magic you bring with Bridge: Your the space to my ship Your the stars surrounding it Your my muse but not the band Your my girl and I'm your man With or without a wedding band, It's clear as day, for all to see, How it stands remains to be, In the years yet to come, I will not flee and I wont run, I'll love you here and ever on Hook: When I got weight on the chest You're the one I turn to, to confess For when I look into your eyes I see my whole world thats divine Ending: I see my whole world thats divine Perfectly designed I loose myself in a moment of time I can't be without you, my love For your the only one I want to hold at night When I look into your eyes I see a love I wanna hold for a lifetime I don’t need to ask, its always there I'll always love and I'll always care Expressing feelings that I wish to share A love such as ours, is simply rare This is the truth now listen up Hand in hand I'm in love Thats the way it is, it won't change I promise our love won't fade away sweetheart I can't be without you I need you by my side forever Eternity Infinity It's you and me
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Intro: My little Sister, my little Sister You're going through sadness And you'll go through the baddest And you come out as madness And you close doors that reside those stupid bastards And see how they are real cowards Who try to grip and crush such a beautiful young flower And you'll stand with such strength yeah and power Hook: It's OK you can cry little Sister Turn to me for I am here little Sister You're not guilty you're the victim little Sister You're safe, you're safe, you're safe now little Sister The ghosts that will haunt you Will not hurt you while I'm around Those monsters, those beasts, we'll put them down And we'll bury them under the ground Verse 1: I understand your pain, understand the strain How it makes you feel like you're insane Like you're about to break How you look at your skin and just want to cut away Want to skin yourself until there is no trace that remains How you want to lock yourself away in the cage, so you will be safe How to play it off as if its some sort of frickin twisted game That slowly depletes you of your gasoline to relight the flame Scared it will never stop And they make out you're the one at fault to blame When you're not, remember that How you feel ashamed Weak and afraid like somehow it was you're mistake to make When you were betrayed Imprinted imagery in the back of you're mind of the creatures face And together we will hunt them down then strike with no sound And show that they hold no weight, no fear in this realm A place, yeah with no bounds And together we'll break through this And protect the fort and hold down And theres no way you could not make me proud Hook: It's OK you can cry little Sister Turn to me for I am here little Sister You're not guilty you're the victim little Sister You're safe, you're safe, you're safe now little Sister The ghosts that will haunt you Will not hurt you while I'm around Those monsters, those beasts, we'll put them down And we'll bury them under the ground... And we'll bury them under the ground Verse 2: They tried to make you conform to do something that they wanted I'm gonna tell you something You got guts, but I am truly gutted I wasn't there to protect I had one job and as it unfolded became a mess I should of been there to pull you out of that spiders web Never wanted you to have to go through something like this Never wanted you to have to see and think about stuff like this I always thought I would be a hero, yeah to you But instead I've gotta catch you as you fall Before you hit the ground and everything’s gone You'll adapt and self upgrade as you, yeah go along And one day soon you will once again be stood strong Just might take a bit of time to get there, Through the rips and them tears, but thats the grip to bear I know its unfair but remember there are those of us who do still care For there is no ghosts that we can't both share And to think otherwise, don't you dare Hook: It's OK you can cry little Sister Turn to me for I am here little Sister You're not guilty you're the victim little Sister You're safe, you're safe, you're safe now little Sister The ghosts that will haunt you Will not hurt you while I'm around Those monsters, those beasts, we'll put them down And we'll bury them under the ground... It's OK you can cry little Sister Turn to me for I am here little Sister You're not guilty you're the victim little Sister You're safe, you're safe, you're safe now little Sister The ghosts that will haunt you Will not hurt you while I'm around Those monsters, those beasts, we'll put them down And we'll bury them under the ground... And we'll bury them under the ground It's OK you can cry little Sister Turn to me for I am here little Sister You're not guilty you're the victim little Sister I'll protect you for you're my little Sister My little Sister, my little sister
8.
Gameplay 03:15
Hook: I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’ To get away I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’ Trying to get away I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’ To get away To get away From my shame I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’ To get away I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’ Trying to get away I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’ To get away To get away From my shame I need an escape I need an escape Verse 1: Open your eyes to see through the wires and the screens You’ll hear me speak quietly then transforms yeah into screams As allusive as a hallucination yeah and a dream And I try to define describe the monsters that I do see Is there any gravity to understand yeah what I mean If there is I’m just not getting it or just don’t believe In the voices in my head and the words that they choose to speak And how they go around and around and how they repeat Hook: I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’ To get away I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’ Trying to get away I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’ To get away To get away From my shame I need an escape I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’ To get away I need an escape I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’ Trying to get away I need an escape I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’ To get away I need an escape To get away From my shame I’m Runnin’… I need an escape I’m Runnin’… I need an escape From my shame Verse 2: Day of my death I feel I’ve already gone past it Already there laying dead in my casket Beneath the soil and sound in pure darkness Point the barrel to my temple and blast it How is this robot meant to fly with two broken wings For inside the mind I feel I’m nothing but machine Continue this process it’s hard to proceed Computer run full diagnostic to find what’s wrong with me Bridge: I need an escape I need an escape I need an escape I need an escape From my shame I need an escape Need an escape I need an escape Escape I need an escape Need an escape I need an escape From my shame I’m runnin’ Runnin’ I’m runnin’ From my shame I’m runnin’ Runnin’ I’m runnin’ From my shame Hook: I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’ To get away I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’ Trying to get away I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’ To get away To get away From my shame

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released January 9, 2023

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SHADOW GAMER England, UK

A emo rapper from the Village side of of the UK making a new style of music called
Emo Hip-Hop (Emotional Poetry) a non profitable artsit as his music is all free he never does music for money it has always been to help people and make the shadows of the world feel less alone. ... more

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