1. |
Box'd Out Cpu
04:42
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Hook:
I’m just a Box’d Out Cpu, who spends to much time with them UFOs
Call out if you can see through, this cess smoke
(Cess smoke, cess smoke)
Because I can’t see none of you
I can’t see nothing at all
I can not see my way through
Verse 1:
And I lean out the window, and I look straight up
Heavy conscious fallows separating the heart from love
This is what happens when you smoke for 5 months straight alone
You lose track of reality, gravity, answer phone
Circulates around my system and it’s time to get out
Control was never in mind, not then and not now
And it uses my mothers voice, and it calls out to me
What it has to show, I’m not sure if I’m ready to see
But my name is left on repeat
As it sits there yeah it just smiles
Disguising the sinisters vile
But it helps me to fly right on through
Hook:
I’m just a Box’d Out Cpu, who spends to much time with them UFOs
Call out if you can see through, this cess smoke
(Cess smoke, cess smoke)
Because I can’t see none of you
I can’t see nothing at all
I can not see my way through
Verse 2:
Mental image burnt in the back of my retinas
A stair, a glare, so evil yeah and venomous
For the truth be a gun
As evil as the evilest of sons
Preaching peace whilst shooting at the ones yeah who choose to run
I wanna get so fucked that I hug a tree
And then I feel it hug me
Why have I got to be lost in the smoke yeah to deal with such anguish
Feels like I’ve walked these roads yeah before for they all seem all too familiar as if to say you can’t escape shit
Need to stop but loving that which is bad is one hell of a trip
But I spend so much time alone up in my spaceship
Shooting up high yeah waiting to level off
But I do feel that this space man yeah will never stop
In the smoke I will be forever lost
And that is my decision to make and I make it like a boss
Yeah and it might be a trip
But low and behold I now smoke to deal with this
Hook:
I’m just a Box’d Out Cpu, who spends to much time with them UFOs
Call out if you can see through, this cess smoke
(Cess smoke, cess smoke)
Because I can’t see none of you
I can’t see nothing at all
I can not see my way through
Bridge:
Box’d out, Box’d out Cpu,u,u,u,u,u
{glitch}
If you can see through
{glitch}
With them UFOs
{glitch}
If you can see through, if you can see through
Hook:
I’m just a Box’d Out Cpu, who spends to much time with them UFOs
Call out if you can see through, this cess smoke
(Cess smoke, cess smoke)
Because I can’t see none of you
I can’t see nothing at all
I can not see my way through
I’m just a Box’d Out Cpu, who spends to much time with them UFOs
Call out if you can see through, this cess smoke
(Cess smoke, cess smoke)
Because I can’t see none of you
I can’t see nothing at all
I can not see my way through
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2. |
Lack of Input
04:04
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Intro:
I feel I’ve lost signal, all I can say is, I hope you can hear me
Hook:
I don’t know what you need
All I know are these demons after me
I don’t know what you want
All I know is I’m going up
don’t know what you need
All I know are these demons after me
Verse 1:
I pray to the all knowing Alpha Omega to show the guidance which I do search
Teach me the skill that I need to block out the ghosts that fester the pain and the hurt
Shine a light down to uncover the demons that reside in the dark
Grab my hand and pull me out of this thorn ridden past
To heal my mind and memories which leave the mind scared
For anything worth doing is always… hard
Hook:
I don’t know what you need
All I know are these demons after me
I don’t know what you want
All I know is I’m going up
Maybe it is all lies
Maybe there’s nothing above
Verse 2:
Give me the strength I need to keep my will strong
To keep my doubts at bay and evil be gone
To keep me on the path of the righteousness and away from roads of all wrongs
Heighten the love that I once knew for the art I create
Breath life into me so I may again know faith in fait
The way that I once knew
Before the voices corrupted my thoughts and made confused
Hook:
I don’t know what you need
All I know are these demons after me
I don’t know what you want
All I know is I’m going up
Maybe it is all lies
Maybe there’s nothing above
Maybe there’s nothing above
Verse 3:
With my face now kicked down in the dirt
Speak to me and tell me when it’s my turn
I tried my best and all I have is learnt
Tilting on edge and I am concerned
It fills like I’m running out of gas left to burn
Will the voices ever quit and stop it
Or will they be with me until the day I’m laying in my coffin
Shouting, screaming, mocking
Because they show no sign of stoppin’
(Breath)
Hook:
I don’t know what you need
All I know are these demons after me
I don’t know what you want
All I know is I’m going up
Maybe it is all lies
Maybe there’s nothing above
I don’t know what you need
(I don’t know what you need)
All I know are these demons after me
(Are these demons after me)
I don’t know what you want
(I don’t know what you want)
All I know is I’m going up
I don’t know what you need
All I know are these demons after me
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3. |
Damage
04:20
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Verse 1:
Destroyed me on an unreachable depth, and I won’t give you the satisfaction
Your just a pathetic scared old man with no love nor passion
And I won’t allow you to get the better of me
Your not what you proclaim to be
And as I look up at the clouds that bleed
This relationship weighs me down heavily
And I ask myself do you even remember me
Killing me with pure agony
As you smiled so happily
You all just let me down
You hurt me emotionally, and you hurt me deep down
You vileness and anger no one could tame you
And let me guess it’s my mother talking and it’s her fault why I hate you
And a simple phase will clear this up, No it’s you
Growing up naturally pissed
With a lack of forgiveness
Corrupted the start of my life
Disowned me for the rest of the time
And if to rewind
You’d still deny
Don’t want me to speak it, well I defy
Hook:
I don’t know what you see
I don’t know why you hate me
But you're inside my veins
And there’s no getting away
You make it hard to breathe
For the damage you’ve done to me
I let you inside my head
now you’ll be there till I’m dead
Verse 2:
Scan and analyse
Target then energise
My mind was just something else for you all to vandalise
{Lock’d on} Pesticide
{Lock’d on} Parasite
Laches to your side
And eats away yeah your life
Sucks you dry
Then they move on like a little bitch, fucking disease
Dropping you like a tone of bricks, no closure yeah to be seen
As if I was something and nothing
With no idea of how I am suffering
Bruh!
Pay backs a bitch huh!
The venoms two huh!
Hell is where you was sending me
All because of my falling apart personality
All because of the 8 months, of corrupted insanity
And the way you did leave me, I’ll never forget
This feels less innocent, and more like revenge
Your synthetic guilt weighing upon my soul
And I’m with MGK’s, 6 Shot Revolver, ready to click clack and blow
Hook:
I don’t know what you see
I don’t know why you hate me
But your inside my veins
And there’s no getting away
You make it hard to breathe
For the damage you’ve done to me
I let you inside my head
now you’ll be there till I’m dead
Bridge:
Tell me how this messed up relationship’s right
[be there till I’m dead]
Why could you not accept me
[be there till I’m dead]
And for fuck sake, when will you see the light
[be there till I’m dead]
A legend never dies, never dies
[there till I’m dead]
Verse 3:
This father son relationship is over period
You gotta be delirious
You campain your innocence
Whilst you leave me with bruised saw ligaments
Admission fluid spilling out of my wires
I'm so fed up of trying, that I’m tired
Sit vex’d
Crazy mad this shit gets
But your the one whom made us ship wrecked
My heart is tested in every chapter, and tortured on every page
I’m left half dead and floating in space
I will not allow my past to make me wrong
I will not allow my memories to make me torn
Not even the darkest of vortex, will make me fade and be gone
because I belong, for I will say what needs to be said
Hook:
I don’t know what you see
I don’t know why you hate me
But your inside my veins
And there’s no getting away
You make it hard to breathe
For the damage you’ve done to me
I let you inside my head
now you’ll be there till I’m dead
I don’t know what you see
I don’t know why you hate me
But your inside my veins
And there’s no getting away
You make it hard to breathe
For the damage you’ve done to me
I let you inside my head
now you’ll be there till I’m dead
Be there till I’m dead
Be there till I’m dead
Be there till I’m Dead
There till I’m Dead
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Verse 1:
The day that your wings yeah are born
And your body leaves us
Its a day that God must need, it's best Angel when you're called up
Will be a day of pure sadness, you're the one person who loved us
And we know that your love wouldn't just stop
The day that you're spirit does flies up
Hook:
I know that you love and you care
It's my time to show that I'm here
Yes, you might be quite far
But I'll be looking at stars
I know you are looking down
Knowing you're with me right now
Never too far from my thoughts
If I could, I'd make time halt
If possible I'd rewind, just to have some more time
When written yes I cried, but know you'll remain in my life
When I fear, yeah I hear, your voice in my mind so clear
You won't miss out on a thing
For you'll always walk beside me
Verse 2:
This is not just a fact that I read
It is a fact that I have seen, with my own two eyes, to believe
That's why you're always with me
Never be ready to say my goodbyes
For you're the one who gave me this life
You're the one who gave me two eyes
So I can see your love in my sight
For when you receive yeah your wings and fly away like a free bird
This is when we are left, with a forever lasting hurt
Hook:
I know that you love and you care
It's my time to show that I'm here
Yes, you might be quite far
But I'll be looking at stars
I know you are looking down
Knowing you're with me right now
Never too far from my thoughts
If I could, I'd make time halt
If possible I'd rewind, just to have some more time
When written yes I cried, but know you remain in my life
When I fear, yeah I hear, your voice in my mind so clear
You won't miss out on a thing
For you'll always walk beside me
Verse 3:
A fire that shall always burn
No matter, many times the world turns
For when your guidance we need, we shall call upon you to speak
And your voice will appear without fail,
A love that never resides in portrayal,
For your passion of being a Mother
Could over power even the Veil
In your company we always felt safe
Loving arms never feared to embrace
Going beyond duty with such grace
Under definition of Mother, there's your face
Hook:
I know that you love and you care
It's my time to show that I'm here
Yes, you might be quite far
But I'll be looking at stars
I know you are looking down
Knowing you're with me right now
Never too far from my thoughts
If I could, I'd make time halt
If possible I'd rewind, just to have some more time
When written yes I cried, but know you remain in my life
When I fear, yeah I hear, your voice in my mind so clear
You won't miss out on a thing
For you'll always walk beside me
Bridge:
I know you'll be there
To leave, you could not bare
Know you'll always care
For the love you share
Could not rip nor tear
That's why we will know
That you're always there
Hook:
I know that you love and you care
It's my time to show that I'm here
Yes, you might be quite far
But I'll be looking at stars
I know you are looking down
Knowing you're with me right now
Never too far from my thoughts
If I could, I'd make time halt
If possible I'd rewind, just to have some more time
When written yes I cried, but know you remain in my life
When I fear, yeah I hear, your voice in my mind so clear
You won't miss out on a thing
For you'll always walk beside me
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5. |
Light Vs Dark
04:34
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Lyrics
Intro:
(Instrumental)
Verse 1:
I’m running for the light of day
So my life can be saved
(So my life can be saved)
I’m running to save my brain
Get A-Way!
Hook:
(Instrumental)
Verse 2:
I’m running for the light of day
So my life can be saved
(So my life can be saved)
I’m running to save my brain
Get A-Way!
Hook:
(Instrumental)
Bridge:
I’m running for the light of day
(I’m running for the light of day)
I’m running for the light of day
So my life can be saved
(So my life can be saved)
So my life can be saved
(So my life, so my life can be saved)
I’m running to save my brain
(Brain)
Get A-Way!
Get Get Get Get Get Get A-Way!
Ending:
(Instrumental)
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6. |
Life Support
05:23
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Intro:
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la........
Verse 1:
We stand here, we find ourselves knowing
As humanoids together we're growing
The sweetest touch upon my brow
An angel like voice that brings me back down, down
Your face by a flame, I look into your eyes
An angel of pure light looks after me
For this the truth, you're the meaning of life
Hook:
I see your light glowing, heart pounding and growing
Your light and your aura shows that you are golden
The loving, your caring, the passion your sharing
Can't get enough of the magic you bring with
When I got weight on the chest
You're the one I turn to, to confess
For when I look into your eyes
I loose myself in a moment of time
When I got weight on the chest
You're the one I turn to, to confess
For when I look into your eyes
I see my whole world thats divine
Verse 2:
It's you and me against the world
It's you and me up against all odds
It's you and me against it all
It's always been you and me
You're my life, my world baby
And I don't want that to change
Our codes entwined, shall never unbind from each other
Hook:
I see your light glowing, heart pounding and growing
Your light and your aura shows that you are golden
The loving, your caring, the passion your sharing
Can't get enough of the magic you bring with
Bridge:
Your the space to my ship
Your the stars surrounding it
Your my muse but not the band
Your my girl and I'm your man
With or without a wedding band,
It's clear as day, for all to see,
How it stands remains to be,
In the years yet to come,
I will not flee and I wont run, I'll love you here and ever on
Hook:
When I got weight on the chest
You're the one I turn to, to confess
For when I look into your eyes
I see my whole world thats divine
Ending:
I see my whole world thats divine
Perfectly designed
I loose myself in a moment of time
I can't be without you, my love
For your the only one I want to hold at night
When I look into your eyes
I see a love I wanna hold for a lifetime
I don’t need to ask, its always there
I'll always love and I'll always care
Expressing feelings that I wish to share
A love such as ours, is simply rare
This is the truth now listen up
Hand in hand I'm in love
Thats the way it is, it won't change
I promise our love won't fade away sweetheart
I can't be without you
I need you by my side forever
Eternity
Infinity
It's you and me
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7. |
L1TTL3 515T3R
05:39
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Intro:
My little Sister, my little Sister
You're going through sadness
And you'll go through the baddest
And you come out as madness
And you close doors that reside those stupid bastards
And see how they are real cowards
Who try to grip and crush such a beautiful young flower
And you'll stand with such strength yeah and power
Hook:
It's OK you can cry little Sister
Turn to me for I am here little Sister
You're not guilty you're the victim little Sister
You're safe, you're safe, you're safe now little Sister
The ghosts that will haunt you
Will not hurt you while I'm around
Those monsters, those beasts, we'll put them down
And we'll bury them under the ground
Verse 1:
I understand your pain, understand the strain
How it makes you feel like you're insane
Like you're about to break
How you look at your skin and just want to cut away
Want to skin yourself until there is no trace that remains
How you want to lock yourself away in the cage, so you will be safe
How to play it off as if its some sort of frickin twisted game
That slowly depletes you of your gasoline to relight the flame
Scared it will never stop
And they make out you're the one at fault to blame
When you're not, remember that
How you feel ashamed
Weak and afraid like somehow it was you're mistake to make
When you were betrayed
Imprinted imagery in the back of you're mind of the creatures face
And together we will hunt them down then strike with no sound
And show that they hold no weight, no fear in this realm
A place, yeah with no bounds
And together we'll break through this
And protect the fort and hold down
And theres no way you could not make me proud
Hook:
It's OK you can cry little Sister
Turn to me for I am here little Sister
You're not guilty you're the victim little Sister
You're safe, you're safe, you're safe now little Sister
The ghosts that will haunt you
Will not hurt you while I'm around
Those monsters, those beasts, we'll put them down
And we'll bury them under the ground...
And we'll bury them under the ground
Verse 2:
They tried to make you conform to do something that they wanted
I'm gonna tell you something
You got guts, but I am truly gutted I wasn't there to protect
I had one job and as it unfolded became a mess
I should of been there to pull you out of that spiders web
Never wanted you to have to go through something like this
Never wanted you to have to see and think about stuff like this
I always thought I would be a hero, yeah to you
But instead I've gotta catch you as you fall
Before you hit the ground and everything’s gone
You'll adapt and self upgrade as you, yeah go along
And one day soon you will once again be stood strong
Just might take a bit of time to get there,
Through the rips and them tears, but thats the grip to bear
I know its unfair but remember there are those of us who do still care
For there is no ghosts that we can't both share
And to think otherwise, don't you dare
Hook:
It's OK you can cry little Sister
Turn to me for I am here little Sister
You're not guilty you're the victim little Sister
You're safe, you're safe, you're safe now little Sister
The ghosts that will haunt you
Will not hurt you while I'm around
Those monsters, those beasts, we'll put them down
And we'll bury them under the ground...
It's OK you can cry little Sister
Turn to me for I am here little Sister
You're not guilty you're the victim little Sister
You're safe, you're safe, you're safe now little Sister
The ghosts that will haunt you
Will not hurt you while I'm around
Those monsters, those beasts, we'll put them down
And we'll bury them under the ground...
And we'll bury them under the ground
It's OK you can cry little Sister
Turn to me for I am here little Sister
You're not guilty you're the victim little Sister
I'll protect you for you're my little Sister
My little Sister, my little sister
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8. |
Gameplay
03:15
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Hook:
I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’
To get away
I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’
Trying to get away
I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’
To get away
To get away
From my shame
I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’
To get away
I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’
Trying to get away
I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’
To get away
To get away
From my shame
I need an escape
I need an escape
Verse 1:
Open your eyes to see through the wires and the screens
You’ll hear me speak quietly then transforms yeah into screams
As allusive as a hallucination yeah and a dream
And I try to define describe the monsters that I do see
Is there any gravity to understand yeah what I mean
If there is I’m just not getting it or just don’t believe
In the voices in my head and the words that they choose to speak
And how they go around and around and how they repeat
Hook:
I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’
To get away
I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’
Trying to get away
I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’
To get away
To get away
From my shame
I need an escape
I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’
To get away
I need an escape
I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’
Trying to get away
I need an escape
I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’
To get away
I need an escape
To get away
From my shame
I’m Runnin’…
I need an escape
I’m Runnin’…
I need an escape
From my shame
Verse 2:
Day of my death I feel I’ve already gone past it
Already there laying dead in my casket
Beneath the soil and sound in pure darkness
Point the barrel to my temple and blast it
How is this robot meant to fly with two broken wings
For inside the mind I feel I’m nothing but machine
Continue this process it’s hard to proceed
Computer run full diagnostic to find what’s wrong with me
Bridge:
I need an escape
I need an escape
I need an escape
I need an escape
From my shame
I need an escape
Need an escape
I need an escape
Escape
I need an escape
Need an escape
I need an escape
From my shame
I’m runnin’
Runnin’
I’m runnin’
From my shame
I’m runnin’
Runnin’
I’m runnin’
From my shame
Hook:
I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’
To get away
I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’
Trying to get away
I’m Runnin’ I’m Runnin’
To get away
To get away
From my shame
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SHADOW GAMER England, UK
A emo rapper from the Village side of of the UK making a new style of music called
Emo Hip-Hop (Emotional Poetry) a non
profitable artsit as his music is all free he never does music for money it has always been to help people and make the shadows of the world feel less alone.
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